Mandaris@lmika I was really happy to see another post about your Godot development. It inspired me to download the dev package and review half a tutorial.
When I read your post I thought of two things.
- Comparison is the thief of joy.
You have put a lot of time into this. Comparing yourself to someone who does this full time is not fair. - Not everything is supposed to have a great “purpose”
I feel that we put too much emphasis on things needing to have meaning. The long game is that something needs to be a success, usually monetary. This brings you joy and fights off dementia and midlife crisis!